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Tears of a clown
Mar. 14th, 2005 03:40 amThe funny well has run dry for the moment.
I can't get on with "Savage Beauty". There is no joy bubbling within me. Just rage and despair and angst and violence.
I don't want to send Spike and Buffi swimming happily in the hot geothermal waters of the Blue Lagoon.
I want to plunge Violet Elizabeth into torment as Willow's resentment takes a new and dangerous turn.
I want to watch as Tara's insecurity and Spike's pride lead both to say things that should not have been said, and as Spike makes a decision that could destroy everything.
I want to dance to the Carnival rhythms on a hot Brazilian night as Willow's newfound happiness is jeopardised by the ominous news that Buffy has left the Immortal and is coming for Spike, and is then shattered in a cataclysm of blood and savagery.
I see the opthalmic consultant again tomorrow. Maybe I'll feel better afterwards. Or maybe "Savage Beauty" will go on hiatus while I get back to "I was made for loving you baby" and "Life in Shadow" or make a start on "Lithium".
I can't get on with "Savage Beauty". There is no joy bubbling within me. Just rage and despair and angst and violence.
I don't want to send Spike and Buffi swimming happily in the hot geothermal waters of the Blue Lagoon.
I want to plunge Violet Elizabeth into torment as Willow's resentment takes a new and dangerous turn.
I want to watch as Tara's insecurity and Spike's pride lead both to say things that should not have been said, and as Spike makes a decision that could destroy everything.
I want to dance to the Carnival rhythms on a hot Brazilian night as Willow's newfound happiness is jeopardised by the ominous news that Buffy has left the Immortal and is coming for Spike, and is then shattered in a cataclysm of blood and savagery.
I see the opthalmic consultant again tomorrow. Maybe I'll feel better afterwards. Or maybe "Savage Beauty" will go on hiatus while I get back to "I was made for loving you baby" and "Life in Shadow" or make a start on "Lithium".
